tonight all i can think about are my failed attempts at relationships or whatever. mulling over the embarrassment. i'm tired of trying anymore. i'm sure everyone feels this way. which is why nothing ever happens. specifically i'm listening to ___ for the first time (i realize now) since i went to their show in columbia MO randomly (what? well over a year ago?) and tried to talk to ___. well, i talked to him, but he was fairly obviously not interested and each attempt at conversation fizzled. whatever. fuck it. a hundred other versions of that instance since...
haha, and perhaps even more humorous is the fact that i feel guilty publishing this on my blog. heh, that i shouldn't present myself this way... emotional or whatnot. admitting that even intellectual/detatched kat gets worked up over relationships. fuck, i'm 360 with this shit! (that was for meg*) ughghighhgiugh... if it's not work, it's this shit, or missing my friends. when can i just get back to "good"?
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yea lover mug/go slab serif go!
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